May 28, 2012

  Seeing you makes me miss you, talking about you, thinking about you. Everything that I do or say reminds me of you. You’re everywhere, and I may like you more than I should but I know I shouldn’t. It’s been months now since we’ve actually talked. We’re over now but there isn’t a day that goes by where I don’t miss you. Where I don’t think of you. Just last night I dreamt of you again. Getting over someone would be easy if they weren’t constantly on your mind. I keep telling myself I don’t need you, that I can move on, that I deserve and will find better but I just can’t. I won’t find better, maybe someday but when? Maybe years from now? I can’t wait that long, especially when I know exactly who I want. I really thought I was over you, I thought I even liked someone else but thinking about, I’m really not. It’s back to day one, everything came back and I’m still here with all of these feelings kept inside. If I really told you anything you wouldn’t care, you never did, there wouldn’t be a point in trying. But maybe, just maybe if I waited just a bit longer maybe you’d somehow understand me, but for now I can’t let you know. For now I must move on.